In Regards to Risk

Liz Ann Sonders is worried with my generation
Within it, there’s a wave building with 
‘A mentality of get in, get out
Gambling on two moments in time.’
When we all speculate that becomes a crisis
– the games function changes – 
Why is Jane Street then advertised as my pinnacle?

At times of life changing risk 
I may acknowledge myself overexposed when I notice my hands
I’ll wash them, they feel clean,
And within a few loops, every texture is once again gross. 

I haven’t felt that feeling since the last time 
I was scalping weekly options
And prior, minute trading an asset like fartcoin. 
Agress enough volume in a day and I’ll feel the local market maker calling out my inventory mismanagement. 

I don’t like to be in a trade where I am size 
And also my best trades seem to come when I showed up early. 
A last traded price shouldn’t be confused with ability to absorb vol,
and a single vol spike won’t fool what’s worth a damn. 
TWAP. Consistency. 

Have you blacked out in your day? 
Perhaps not a casino, clicking a bet size, 
Though maybe scrolling a timeline, on an intake of discourse –
Do you move on at the moment you notice this?

Some mornings I sit down to work, queue a podcast, and when I rise for a break – maybe it’s 3pm. Then, 630pm. 
Is this a perk of living alone? For who is this a perk? 
I intend to sleep b4 10. 

If in a year from now I felt secure with my situation, what changed? 
I recognize the time I have +
My optionality here in my situation today


While here and adjacent perhaps to this topic, 
I would like to compare ‘funded account’ evaluations as more predatory 1920s bucket shops. A few friends are involved, and as such I consider myself a fly in the room.

Up front, you pay a fee to demonstrate your competence. 
Pass the test and they provide you with an opportunity to trade much larger amount of capital – at least until you fail.  
They’ll even give you ~90% of the profits. 

The game appears simple > reach the target + protecc the bag. 
For example starting criteria you have > 
a total allowable draw down amount from starting value (~3%), 
a daily draw amount (~3%), 
and a target ~3x as high from the start (~9%). 
Easy? 

I saw some large stats and ~5% of evaluations are passed. 
After you pass, additional profit can then be withdrawn 
Post pass, it’s possible the prop may not place your exact trade, nor hedge the other side. 

The ~prop firm~ has the right to not honor the payout for any reason. 
> you changed your strategy since passing the eval. 
> you don’t trade often enough. 
> we heard you took another bucket shop back east, we don’t know what you’re up to, and we won’t now honor your trades here.


Acknowledge the game you wish to play.

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